carol

It is no with questions asked that being gay is a lusting curse. There is no journey for love, no fairy tale ending. It’s all about now and what I can get right now.

The majority of gay men, weather it is at a gay club/lounge/bar want to be challenge. They want something they cannot get and that they fought to get. It is not as meaningful if blood is not shed. And when tears have been shed, bruises have been healed and then will the consideration of the possibly happy ending may occur.

But online it’s even worse because it is for now, for a min, for an hour or two. I just hate when they know it’s for a short period of time and pretend they want to cuddle-up and get all sentimental. They try to claim without fighting or even deserving.

It may seem as if I am complaining but now a day all I do is observe what is the obvious. I had my share of that gay pie. It’s not satisfying or gratifying all it does it makes you bloated and sick to your stomach.