Kakima

I have come with this name as I was taking this hot steamy hot shower. Kakima, which means sexual desire. Man want to fuck me, love just love me no one want to be with me. That is who I am. While at work I figure something out I figure that I will never be happy because I keep searching in the wrong place and can’t ever be satisfied. Ton will never invite me to his holiday party. I am not a friend to him but his sexual young desire that reminds him on his golden days. Someone that makes him, alive, nut, hard again. That is what happen when 48 with a partner that is not as sexually motivated as you-self. It does feel the gap of ever being lonely but at a coast of not really being happy.

My friends and I will be throwing and all-out holiday Christmas Eve soiré. It should be fun, and should be well organized, so far we are having it at Christian apt. his place is perfect, only because it does not require a lot of cleaning, has a large space, and can work. This should be fun. We have not work out on the invite yet but we have 14 days to start telling people about it, so we can have a handful of people, sexy, intelligent, good looking, and wonderful and beautiful men there. I will be in charge of the decoration, and drink, Andrew of the entertainments, guest list and the invitations, and Christian, food and the cleaning committee. With my ideas of decoration the place will look amazing and wont need a lot of money and lot of creativity. I am thinking of having blue and whit lights and paper made snowflakes. Or not as of now we seem to can’t come together to plan anything. It might not even happen. I think for the sake of our friendship we should no throw anything.

this Pic Is funny