You made your bed, and now you got to lie in it…..

It is true, I made my bed and now I got to lie in it, no matter how uncomfortable it may be, not matter the bed sores I get, no matter the amount of sleeps I lose…you get the drift. I ask myself, if I were to find a man who was a top, would I bottom to him? If I was to find a man who was a top and I was deeply in love with him, would I be able to make love to him like he makes love to me? The answer to that is maybe no, maybe yes. I know someone, he is a top, and he is average length as in 7-8 1/2. His man is 10inch thick. He said, NEVER will he bottom, or take that dick in him. His man knew the deal, and accepted it and now they are together. He would not bottom that 10 inch thick dick. No way in hell. He is a top and will remain a top. Now he is looking else where for sex because his man don’t give him none anymore. I wonder why?

A man who is gay has 2 choices to make sometimes they think its 3 but the 3^rd does not happen often. You can either be a bottom or a top or versatile. To be continued……..

Emotional

Sometimes I wish I was not like this, this little fagot that get fuck by these low life men each and every time, get played and shit. I hate it all. I am not comfortable in my own skin because I have not accepted it yet. I have not accepted this is who I am, who I am going to live my life each and everyday. Why am I this little bitch? I know I do not care but darn, it hurt, and the hard part is, I don’t know why it is hurt, or why am I even thinking about it. I am to good for this, but I cannot stop, I have this feeling for wanting to know who can I talk to, and who can I meet, and who can I sleep with and who after I sleep with then can fall in love with.