2009

Am I missing something? Why am I like this? There is no turning back now. I wonder how long it will last time. 2009 is here and one of my New Year resolutions is to stop the endless sex hook-up, I am going to pretend that it does not exist. I am going to pretend on a lot of things such as this lifestyle. I have realized something today, and it is very important. When you want something, or when you crave it, your energy is guided toward that something until you find it and is very satisfied and when u need more all you have to do is look in the right directions. With that being said, if you’re a man who has a baby mama with 3 kids and you want to try to tap that man ass one a blue, you will find your ways on how to do that. If you’re a gay man who just want to fuck around, often time no energy is needed, all you have to do is be patient. Top all they want is once a month or a week is to fuck, a bottom varies on how sexual adventurous they are and how far they can take a dick.

I am not upset, I am not angry because I did meet many men who were about something real, while there have been a handful of those where about only one thing, no the question was this, fuck or get the fuck out of my house? Because they know they will always bounce back, go online and go for the same lame lines. That is either you’re a top or bottom. Sometimes I do not know which one is the worst one when it comes to that philosophy because some bottom can be as aggressive.