Its not just about sex!

Sometimes it’s about what you think it is, but rather about what it can be or could be. Sometime when I go to these gay sites I try my hardest not to look for anything but something intelligent to talk to and get to know. Often time I wonder if I have a hidden agenda. Maybe if we talk, we can then lead to sex, and maybe if we talk for a long period of time and continued to have sex maybe we can eventually fall in love with one another and not wanting to leave each other side. It does not work like that. Most of the men uses site like this just for sex. They want nothing but a piece of bubble or muscular ass. But I got to admit I too be on there looking to get in the action. But after today my mind has change. I seen how dirty it can go down and how up-seen and far fetch this whole life style is. That it the path I am about to embank so I might as well be honest with myself about what is going to happen.

I just feel that sex right now with another guy is getting to me. It’s starting to be like a thing that I can get at anytime if I want it. All I have to do is be patient and the right guy will land in my web and before you know it without even exchanging names I am at his house ready to have sex when I found that he had invited several people that he met online what a “what ever goes orgy”. Seeing how the possibilities are endless in finding someone to fuck with finding someone to just talk and get to know is as nearly impossible.

But I do want to just chat, and maybe to have sex and maybe just maybe get attach and then we can be in love. I want to just chat and get to know a person, maybe smile with them, hear them when they angry, to even see them cry. We can be friends forever and have sex when its not going to complicate thins to the point we are upset or mad at each other. No man wants, they don’t care for it. Once they got access their in and once they are out your out of their word, out of sight out of mind. Now I understand women’s pain with men. If I do find a woman that is right for me, I’ll know what hurt a woman so I don’t do them to her and hope she at least understand me. But sometimes not just about the sex.

I really like this Pic. I enjoy looking at pics that when I look at them it makes my blood shivers or express an memory of some sort from long time ago or evoke something I just don't understand. Art talks to me sometimes and this photograph is real interesting. Take a deep look