Gay old time!

It was my friend birthday and it was very fun. By the impression on his face, I felt he had a great time and I was happy to have been there to celebrate it with him. But every now and there I cannot help thinking of me and of how much life style of gay is not for me.

I wonder if I would be as lucky and have a table like him, surrounded by those whom you like, laughing, eating. Some of us are not in the same boat; some don’t have the same idea of what it is of being gay, or does we? We do share the same ideas, though and wanting to be love by that man and to find happiness in love. That is what brings us together that is what makes us unique as a group.

My points have been reassured and just like I have stated before, about being gay, which is all a desirable to have sex. A somewhat erudite individual told me having with the same sex makes you gay, and then in saying being gay is all about sex, that is what this lifestyle is all about. Sex with a man that is all weather you like it or not or whatever. He is in a relationship; I don’t understand how somebody like that can be in a relationship and claim to love his partner. Maybe he don’t love him, what he doing is settling with a nice ass for which he does not get regularly hence him being online chatting whit these young boys, leading them one.

I am going to stop putting myself in them so much, because for one thing he may be right while he may be wrong. I stop talking to that guy I was feeling close to, he called me flaky, lucky, and some other word that make me somewhat ungrateful, he does not want to be “involve” with someone like me. Its whatever, it fine, I knew it would not have lasted, nothing ever does.

I enjoy this pic, she is very beautiful and though this pic is suppose to be an erotic pic its very unique lol in its own tractable ways.