Unfulfilled destiny

My days are unchanged. Each and every one of them, ever since I got fired from my job, has been the same, except for the occasional school days in the late evenings three times a week. I wake-up with this feeling of despair, losing hope, and with many doubts of the many uncertainty of the future. I sweep my arm across my bed, as if I was searching or trying to feel for someone. It’s always empty. I would get out my bed, walk to bathroom brush my teeth while trying to deem as possible as if somewhere out there in the universe there is, waiting for me that person that I can be awaken too with a big smile on my face. And when I ‘am done I look at my sad face in the mirror and say to myself in hope to make myself feel better, this is the day I fall in love, this is the day I will meet that special guy that God created for me. Like that my day begins.